＊why, or why not

已經，
夠了。
再繼續，
也不知道將何去何從。



「why, or why not」 歌：大嶋啓之　feat.片霧烈火

為什麼是？為什麼不？
這一切有答案嗎？
就算有、就算沒有
那又有何相干？
反正，一切都已不重要了
點，是吧？



再繼續向前，
又能遇到些什麼呢？
踟躕不前，
又會失去些什麼呢？
沒有什麼東西，
該繼續在乎了。
反正，
就這樣吧，
至少不想要再裝做無所謂了。



童話故事總是美好，
卻沒有人想了解背後的真實。


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why, or why not
作詞：interface／作曲：大嶋啟之／編曲：大嶋啟之／歌：片霧烈火

To get my happiness I had done everything,
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.

I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

The whole world was at a complete standstill,
and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
The silent warning became louder every day,
Then I kept pretending not to hear.

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
It had grown dark before I found a sign.

"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody,
Except for me, all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please,
while I am interrupting myself.


為了得到幸福我已做盡一切，
但未做過任何足以遭受責難或譴責之事。
腳步聲日漸增大，
然後我才注意到了已沒有時間的事實。

我曾相信生命是要永遠做自己的主宰，
也曾試問自己是否將繼續活下去。

給我一個理由為何不接受如此的方式，
否則就將眾多無法彌補的罪判決予我。
告訴我為何如此，抑或為何不是如此。埋怨得太多，
也許我忽略了一些對我而言足以致命的事。

整個世界全然靜止，
而我則是被束縛著，任由暴民擺佈。
沉默的警告日漸增大，
然而我卻持續佯裝聽不見。

它的意義始終看在旁觀者眼裡。
在我覺察徵兆前黑暗便已籠罩。

「在無意義的悲劇之中，你究竟在尋找什麼？
你只需對自己和自己的命運誠實便已足夠」
告訴我為何如此，抑或為何不是如此。埋怨得太多，
也許我忽略了一些對我而言足以致命的事。

現在無人知曉那兒將杳無人跡，
除了我，整個世界已陷入瘋狂。

那麼，什麼樣的寬恕你願意保留？
什麼樣的福祉你樂意創造？
現在如何？那又如何？你別來打擾我，喔 ~拜託，
當我正在打擾自己的時候。